[ day 1. spring break 2010. ]

in list format since it's 1 a.m., and i'm tired:

1) i hate my little sister a.k.a. fuckingcumslutwhoreskankbitch.

2) as of right now, my grandma and my boyfriend are the only two people i can stand.

3) my parents suck. repeat. my parents suck.

4) i think i want a puppy someday, but i am an original cat person.

5) my cat has a lot of gas.

6) little caesar's pizza isn't too awful for being so cheap.

7) i've spent at least 9+ hours doing something church related today. this isn't all due to the preacher b/f. damn catholic parents.

8) fuck me - i need a drink.

9) they have daily buses running from here to nyc. i've been tempted more than once today to just take a trip alone to get.the.hell.away.

10) i had originally planned to get up and drive to the beach to watch the sunrise to kick off spring break. i ended up talking to ma really late instead about life.

11) going to cheesecake factory in the morning for ma's 78th birthday. then williamsburg to visit rob's dad + stepmom. it's going to be a greatfml day with more family.

12) in order to get through tomorrow, i don't know if i should be drunk or over-caffeinated.

13) sleep.

14) um. her majesty's a pretty nice girl, but she doesn't have a lot to say.

[ monday, monday... ]

Today was a rather busy Monday, but I got *mostly* everything accomplished. Being in the microbiology lab was a pain in the ass since the people in there were talking. Even though I'm forced to be half-biology major, I hate most biology majors. I have my exceptions (lab partners/friends), but most tend to be a pain in the ass.

Since I got back to my room after my weekly coffee date, I didn't feel like doing much other than dabbling in some writing, and watching Archer online. It's this animated show on FX that my little brother introduced me to, and it's hilarious. Some of the people who voice the characters are from Arrested Development, which is great. It's insulting and utterly inappropriate. Lovely.

Le boyf called a few times concerning his mail and to talk throughout the day.

My Spring Break is looking to be a pain in the ass. My family (bunch o' pricks) decided to schedule all of her doctor appointments the *one* week that I'm home for BREAK. Spell it with me. B-R-E-A-K. As in, hiatus. No work. 7 day Sabbath. Fucking bullshit. I have to drive her to all these appointments, and no, they don't feel guilty about it. (Keep in mind, I have an 18-year-old sister and a 17-year-old brother who are both perfectly capable of driving).

I love my grandma. A lot. She won't be around for that much longer.

But I still need to relax. Whether that be through alcohol, pot, sex, whatever...I'm too tense.